drag thorn,
too weary now
to pray
night drips
cinnabar
to stopdead
Category: poetry
rain under glass
sometimes we are all storm
with clouds iron heavy the sky and
weighty chains to rattle drag
a train flowing heart at behind
dress sensible, station shoes, silk:
a dream found you waiting
but we found you gone ahead
on and to without
with rain under glass —
left a crumbled platform
stormcloud in wantingwaters unswept by wind
i fell drunk from the wagon
in thrall of a stained glass you
piercing flint storms calling
winter back into view
you should know, the fall
left me thorned flesh
for years now, i have been
prying septic wood at teeth
of all the beautiful goodbyes,
yours left waters unswept
by windbreak the wheel
asking earth to embrace
bone, blood and
drink flesh to drunk
give eyes blind to stone
to a cairn of song
give all to ash and acorn
break the wheel and
scatter it allfuneral tears
self-loathing refreshed again
a useless fraud and loser
reminded of his place
there will be no tears
except maybe those of joy
when the funerals begingasps
deadwood slips to view
grown of long hand fingers
to cling at granite grey
under endless feathered blue
it is bones these ways
there, under the burn
just a kiss away
twine knotted taut
gives over to memories
gone to flint faded wine
under gasps of sandwaiting at
careful as silk
drift rise on breeze
carry our befores
gifted back to me
this happy death
waiting a' seaof unbelonging
i am of unbelonging
—it is known.
a grotesquerie on display
twist-tangled my limbs
a-jumbled this brain which
says the wrong things
most times and again
a shambling horror
at the threshold outside
creeping and crawling
begging to be let inside
throw the bolt and
lock the latches
set steel to stone
to sharpen your axes
dim the shadows
when given to dawn
safe one more night
from an unbelonging
of which i am knownashen
we wore our hearts
in sticker on
polyester sleeve
while whale bone
held us to north
and nightfall
— waiting
for ghost-trees
to give over and
bring blood home
cellophane crackling
under our feet of
cruel winters
ashen, for that is
how we lost our
homesteel skies stolen
there are days
i wish it would just
rain & rain & rain
wash everything away
down the drains &
carry us to a place
where we could
finally meet again
you could say, “hey” &
i could say, “hi” &
though we’ve never met
we could be friends
or maybe lovers
like we were before
we fell out of dream
our steel skies stolen,
some days
i wish it would just
rain.
