Category: poetry

  • i dream in paper

    i dream in paper
    walls thin of shadow
    under a pastel moon
    hang barbed of wire
    set singing on wind
    these long cold of night

    scatter you pink
    scatter you wine
    down by the riverside

    steal heart my bone
    folded pale of pale
    i dream in paper
    under a pastel moon
  • painted hearts

    [originally posted on sceadugenga.com, October 24, 2020]

    statues in the winter garden
    crying stone tears
    the memory of summerland
    painted on their hearts

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  • tattoo

    [originally posted on sceadugenga.com, October 19, 2020]

     the october country 
    is where all the sad
    middle-aged men go —
    wondering just
    which journey brought
    them to this place
    wearing a teardrop frozen,
    tattooed in the corner of
    their eye

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  • of velvet and lace

    [originally posted on sceadugenga.com, September 7, 2020]

    death rattle leaves
    shuffle underfoot
    a touch of the
    samhain season &
    the japanese whispers
    of a secret oktober

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  • words

    [originally posted on sceadugenga.com on August 29, 2020;
    modified September 1, 2026]

    denise, with black & sick-green
    painted nails, rat's nest siouxsie hair
    hefted each of her knit long sleeves
    showed me her arms, each
    etched with words:

    "MAGGOT"
    "WHORE"
    "TRAMP"
    "GROTESQUE"

    in block letters, thinking
    to scare me away
    "i'm ugly, on medication &
    i cut myself.
    see? doesn't that scare you?"
    expecting me to make excuses
    as to why i had to leave

    i smiled sadly,
    not sure how to tell her
    i'd share her pain,
    if only she'd let me,
    having carried the burden
    of my own

    she drifted away before i might reply,
    an ophelia in the weeds

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  • days gone by

    [originally posted on sceadugenga.com, August 31, 2020]

    labyrinthine skyway
    urbanex trespass
    riding the viking city's back
    aloft and above
    throngs and buses
    summer heat

    mills where wheels turn no more
    empty railroad warehouses
    where bums shit, sleep and drink

    mary tyler moore in bronze
    holding court in crystal
    buskers outlouding street preaching
    shouts at the devil in biker leather
    the casual lusty glance
    of hookers towards cops
    jesus smoking, watching
    unperturbed
    we try to catch mohawk's eye
    — she deftly ignores

    black men in bright
    purple zoot suits
    daring you to enter dick's:
    "are you experienced?"
    next to narrow high windows
    selling fantasy and
    rifle sport record store
    dirty magazines adjacent to
    paperback necromonicon,
    maus and superman
    buck knife wielding rednecks
    who hate the fag you must be
    while the pigs turn away
    ignoring the scene

    bawdy cabaret vaudeville tucked
    behind "SEX SEX SEX"
    because naughty of all stripes
    belongs to the neon-lights

    sipping at turkish sweet coffee
    and your java gyro lunch
    waiting for the show
    where a man plays guitar in a
    worn out house dress
    from a second hand store
    and nothing more

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  • crystal tears

    show no steely smiles
    nor crystal tears
    as you ghost dance
    this mortal coil
    bound by razor wire,
    guilt and shame

    [originally posted on sceadugenga.com on July 10, 2020]

  • epiphany

    tok tok tok --
    raven tapping on the
    fog filled street

    [originally posted on sceadugenga.com, June 22, 2020]

  • wraps and chains

    gallons of ink have been spilled
    etching razor blade words
    into arms wrapped in the rags of
    our stains

    little changed in the years between
    youth and age
    till gagged
    still chained

    [Originally posted June 23, 2020 on sceadugenga.com]

  • sin

    some strange feelings
    come with that fragment
    a song not heard since
    the late 80s

    part is loath to stream it
    knowing that moment
    of remembrance will
    be ruined

    the other part wants
    to let it play loud
    until the kids tell me
    turn it down

    in the meantime
    i fidget with the memory
    trying to recall what it is
    i think i recall