
awake again
the night sharp
against bare arms
and needles in
the brain

awake again
the night sharp
against bare arms
and needles in
the brain

to rest my cheek against thigh
fingers hair entwined
waiting for the glow of stars
to shine and fill me of you

nobody knows I'm a storm
I'm dawn on the mountain
twilight on the townalone with
the icy moon
no passion
these trees
this mountain
nothing elseall koans just lead you on
but not the delicious pussy
of the young girls I go down onno more Zen
write one great line
like a needle piercing
a sore spot on your arm— Ikkyū

needing not to need or
to be the object needed
a settle into sitting as
do stone, moss and tree
just a drift of fine snow
blowing feathers across
the long and open road
whispers polish asphalt
under a sun hung low

under twilight longing
restless and wrench ache
ever just dreams slipping
lacuna & moon dipping
blood for the ash given for
palms crossed with silver
time to toss the dice,
wondering at if
they come up
twin death's head moth or
showers pouring over
with a sighed name
on the northern wind

wisp whisper am
breath sigh on wind
crisp and have shatter
slender parchment thin
unseenly and obseenly
ghosting of wing
tok tears am pale
scene at the fading
screaming on howl
lack beginning

stoic the stone &
cold the rain
quench at flame &
seek the space darkly
under wave nine
quell, quell
the fever for that
inside remembrance
forget the old
forget the old
i am lost and
i need to get
more lost to see
a way through
for the forest and
also the trees
on a long and
winding road
is where silence
begins

only ever illusion
seclusion the only
solution to retain
a sanity amongst
all the confusion
burning acres of
this heart, if one
might be found...