that lost generation on
the corner of 6th street
and some unrecalled cross
half lives forgotten
at cigarette butt curbs
run sticky with
mad dog spilled
waiting for the bloodsport
to find its fill feeding
the maelstrom under
paint-me-black decks
that lost
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EFA
I am toying around with a writing idea that I’ve thrown out to other people because I like the idea of it, but have frankly been afraid of trying myself solo. With a writing partner, possibly. Solo? It seems well outside my wheelhouse.
As previously mentioned, I think I should overcome these reluctances of mine to go outside my usual writing and just do things that seem hard, but ones that also use my “natural voice”, whatever that might mean.
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now we are again
the things we did in
the ruins of forebears
along rapids back then,
scaling backwalls by
the falls with flowers
in our heads
like those tools left out
in the rain, my friend
blood washed to rust in
our time flowing over
to the big river in
concrete broken gutters
now we are bloodless
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sometimes i am also downtown
sometimes i am also downtown
in all undercity and brick
cigarette sidewalk sewer perfume
seedy bookstore, street chic boutique
standing, selling streetcorners
hey, gotta a dollar? i pay you
back next week
a river runs down the length
of my side, flowing swift and wide
sometimes i am also downtown
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Zines from the 80s
I was just doing some digging around into the past and stumbled across an item that was a fixture of my youth but I had completely forgotten about.
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What did my time away give me?
It was only a week away from posting new material, although it seemed longer except when it felt shorter. I wrote daily; I didn’t post daily.
So, where is the flood of new material, Michael?
There is nothing I am willing to post here or elsewhere (i.e., discord) at this time, if ever.
So, what was the point?
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Unresolved
Jeff stopped slogging his parka bundled pine green self and stood stock still, which would have been fine if the wind hadn’t been blowing and the chill threatening to turn my cheeks pale to grey and my gaze had been down on account of those things, all the while leaving me wishing for a scarf that none of us had. I was focused on doing the not-ass-over-teakettle dance, looking at my feet instead of his Levi-denimed butt. There wasn’t much to look at there, not that I swing that way anyhow.
He risked the wind-penetrating cold to point with his mitten ahead. Knowing Jeff, he held a single forefinger extended inside, though no one could see it no how. That’s just the kind of guy he was, pointing at things when it made no sense to point.
There was that razor crust of snow, curled to sculpture by the wind, polished and shaped to stone. Alone, that wasn’t all that interesting or, honestly, something we hadn’t seen a thousand time in our cold trek seeking some kind of shelter from the long winter. I almost slugged the S.O.B. for wasting time for us to get out of the storm. Then I saw what he saw and wondered if they might not let us back if we went back to the stadium, made our mea culpas and offered to pay for the damages neither of us was responsible for except by way of association.
Below that iced blade of frozen snow was blood.
A lot of blood.
And I fancied I saw some boots that might otherwise be worth corpse-robbing to acquire, but all that black, already frozen sanguis was a mite discouraging, if I am being entirely honest.
Those growls coming from the neighborhood of those boots help none either.
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Unresolved
nothing flint
scrying of flint eyes
finding in them
nothing
.
distant ridges call horses
home with the wind
blow mane black,
tangle mane dun —
storm, she is rising
rise now painted walls
first sky tears fall
determined, there is
nothing, there is
nothing in those
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i dream in paper
i dream in paper
walls thin of shadow
under a pastel moon
hang barbed of wire
set singing on wind
these long cold of night
scatter you pink
scatter you wine
down by the riverside
steal heart my bone
folded pale of pale
i dream in paper
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Door
[Originally posted on sceandugenga.com, January 14, 2021]
“I wouldn’t open that door, Vern,” Larry, holding up a hand in the general direction of the door but not looking up from his calculations written hastily on a yellow legal pad. “My guess the reason that those yahoos can’t be found is that they messed up this” — he pointed to a glyph on the frame around the door — “was supposed to be the inverted form. Chances are, they ended up right in the lap of Nyarlathotep instead of in Kadath itself.”
He shook his head at the revelation. “Poor bastards had no business messing with this kind of higher math.”
Note: I am taking a short break from posting new material and am tossing out a few older pieces as explained here and here. Thanks for your continuing support.
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Door
