• Drifter — Jeffers, Mile 19

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    “Summer folks take the highway. Anything walking the grade after the leaves drop, you lock your shed and leave the porch light on.”

    — Overheard at the café counter, Jeffers

    Part I


    The man came in with the late October leaves on a blustery wind.

    Jacob White couldn’t rightly say whether it was those leaves skittering across the station’s gravel apron or the chattering of his teeth brought on by the chill in the air that rattled in his head.

    It were cold. No debate in that.

    His breath said so and, if that weren’t proof enough, the frost-kissed leaves caught in the nooks of the gas station’s fifties-era painted stucco were enough to give tell. He was glad Mavis had forced his coat on him, though he had waved her off out of habit. He had never cared for mothering, not from his own mother and sure as hell not from his wife.

    Jacob was reasonably certain the lanky ragamuffin of shadow flapping towards him were a man, anyway. Or a woman built like one. It were hard to know for sure, what with a ragged hood around the face leaving only a pale jawline to say.

    He didn’t much care if folks played at lady or gent, so long as their credit card were good after he had gone and filled up their tank.

    Jacob wondered if this were one of them hobos nursing time by the tracks while centerbeams and boxcars banged together. Their type rarely wandered out as far as the station, but it happened on occasion. This one weren’t local. He wondered if a call to A-1 Towing were needed, though most visitors passing through had a cell phone these days.

    Folks always passed through Jeffers. No one accused the town of being a destination since that old copper mine flooded back in forty-three. Those who could move on, did. Jacob might have moved on when he was younger if he hadn’t caught a case of cabin fever and ended up getting married in the courthouse.

    By now, his visitor had come close enough to warrant the courtesy of a greeting, though there were no one to mark the omission and Jacob had decided on “friend”. Neighborly. Safe.

    “How’s by you, friend?” he asked, offering more a raised hand than a wave.

    The stranger looked up, surprised to see Jacob. They drew back the hood. Underneath: layers of pilled wool sweaters, threadbare thermal shirts, flannel peeking from an army-surplus peacoat.

    The stranger’s facial features went all soft and fuzzy. Whatever shape were there got lost in that smile, bright where all else were dark. It were mostly teeth, from what Jacob could see.

    “Fair enough, I expect. And you?” Voice pitched deep, but might have passed for some women. Jacob’s Aunt Cynthia had a voice like that.

    “Eh, I’d be about the same.”

    They both stood a spell, not saying a thing while Jacob stared at those teeth.

    The stranger nodded towards the station.

    “Might you have a spot of coffee to chase away this cold?”

    The smile the smile the smile.

    “I can pay,” they added, before he could ask.

    Jacob shook away the cobwebs that filled his head. “Yah. Just brewed up a fresh batch.”

    Perhaps Jennie Corbin were able to bat her eyelashes at Jacob for a free cup of joe on her way to work in what passed for downtown in Jeffers, but this person — whether man or woman — weren’t wearing the skirts that showed off Jennie’s mighty fine legs, now were they?

    The smile.

    “Buck-fifty a cup tho’, no refills.”

    The stranger chuckled, though Jacob didn’t see anything funny.

    “Is it black as sin? Or are you selling what they’ll be handing out in church basements?”

    That made Jacob laugh. “Ain’t been a churchgoer for a number of years now, so I’ve been spared that dishwater they have the indecency to call coffee.”

    “Then that’d be a fair ask for a cuppa.” They gestured towards the blacktop gone white in the autumn frost. “Might pick up a second for the road at that.”

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  • twinned

    cord and porcelain
    her face frozen pale with
    twinned soul at youth

    they carved her in rouge
    and lips paint-red for
    the dance the dance
    the dance

    never once caring
    she wanted only to rest
    hanging for crossed sticks

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  • spirits

    stage to wander and windblown
    with spirits in the wings wanting
    waiting for breath to share and warm

    languishing in lime waiting on rhyme
    to carry them to a world's end
    before puppetstringed audiences
    to gasp one
    last time

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  • trashcan wonderland

    welcome to my trashcan wonderland
    pulled apart at sutures and seams
    and filled with automata screams
    when i speak to you in english while
    you misunderstand my french
    the steamwork's fires burn bright
    to paint the skies soot and sorrow
    so hush now baby, babe & lay to rest
    'cos the jabberwock rusts tonight

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  • between bone and needle

    between bone and needle
    or heart gone wither
    drag leg past the fell behind
    "hey luv, are you there?"
    "shush now." given to
    waving phantoms away
    and slumber winterlong
    with cats the cave grey

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  • slip

    come, let us go to bed & slumber
    for long the day to while the night
    to slip of dream and slip away, to
    dawn the razor on the edge of a knife
    let our everything forget to wake

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  • No more excuses

    I takes a special kind of arrogance to unleash your child upon the world and expect everyone else to just deal with them when you haven’t bothered to teach them acceptable behaviors because they are “on the spectrum” (often self-diagnosed and over-diagnosed) or “have ADHD” (also frequently self-diagnosed and over-diagnosed).

    I have dealt with children in the world who have clinical evidence of these issues, so I know what the problems can be. And both are overwhelmingly popular excuses for when a kid acts up.

    And yet, somehow, parents of children with these issues manage to teach them how to behave in public and in other people’s home. I suspect it has more to do with the permissiveness at home (or lack of constraints when they are allowed out of the home) than any functional issues with their mental well-being.

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  • casting runes — 09nov26

    uruz
    trimming away all selves
    to sit covered, quiet and lean,
    within the mists of life's
    chill november rains

    A rune poem, based on an Elder Futhark rune selected at random.

    Today’s rune is uruz. The rune is named after the now-extinct aurochs, a wild ox and has become associated with standing up to challenges, having both confidence and courage, stubborn tenacity, and boundless strength and health. Uruz is alternately associated with the more raw elements which include rain, primordial potential, and the slag/dross cast away during the making of iron.

    Please visit my Elder Futhark pages at sceadugenga.com for additional interpretations of the runes based on multiple references and personal reflection.

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  • break delta

    leaving night to the night
    washing day with the day

    bone dragging dirt for
    all the shouting that
    should be soft whispered
    waiting on venus to break
    delta under dew stained dawn

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  • Bones

    I was going to post something today. Not sure what. Not much into posting lately, though. Can’t say why for certain. I just am not up to such things.

    But I intended to and I guess that’s what matters.

    I think if I could do things differently I would really like to fail forward. It’s early yet, so I just might.

    I legit got distracted today.

    First it was the “oh bother” honey locust leaves. If you know, then you know. With the twins doing D&D with their friends, the leaves needed to go before the gremlins arrived.

    Then there was the apple tree branch that couldn’t find it in itself to finish falling off the tree. For a year. So I helped it.

    My eldest works at a second hand store. Someone donated a Roland TD3 electronic drum kit. It’s old school, circa 2000s. But it has a midi in and out. She plugged things in and they seemed to work. Which means I can play synth with the snare if I want to play synth with a snare. Or I can use any samples drum sound I please.

    I got it, nat. Used, it runs $400 and up, $1500 if in mint condition.

    I got it for $43.

    It needed TLC. Massive amounts of TLC. Buckets of TLC. Oil tanker levels.

    It’s mostly there.

    Tomorrow, I’ll hook it up and see if it needs a new brain. And take inventory of what little bits and bobs need to be replaced (mostly drum screws used to assemble it and a drum key absolutely). But the bones are there.

    And that’s all you can expect, I suppose.

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