in the shadow
i am so many
i am bone knife
i am blood dream
i am antlers inked
i am rust scream
if there were a love
i would disbelieve
for i am so many
in the shadow
unseen
Tag: rewilding
so many
now we are again
the things we did in
the ruins of forebears
along rapids back then,
scaling backwalls by
the falls with flowers
in our heads
like those tools left out
in the rain, my friend
blood washed to rust in
our time flowing over
to the big river in
concrete broken gutters
now we are bloodless
againDisruptence and Discord.ance
My break from posting new content notwithstanding while I do a personal reset, I am not planning at sitting idle, tapping at tabletops with forefinger and repeating “What to do? What to do?” while trying to find a Zen moment streaming Yanni.
As appealing as it might be to listen to Yawni all day, I am honestly trying to disrupt my personal thinking and writing processes.
(more…)casting runes — 31aug26

kenaz ash remains... a smudge over each eye to wipe away a pale veil that lies, hidden of shadow & fey burning brands to light the way
A rune poem, based on an Elder Futhark rune selected at random.
Today’s rune is kenaz, which has been translated as both “torch” and “ulcer” . It is conceived as symbolic of flame, which is the illuminated creativity as well as the source of purification/healing/cautery. Fire is a a source of transformation and unmaking as well as heat, passion and light. As an ulcer, kenaz can be associated with a fever or inflammation, perhaps a wound which requires healing.
Please visit my Elder Futhark pages at sceadugenga.com for additional interpretations of the runes based on multiple references and personal reflection.
then, fade
tucked between birchbark light
and gathered by the bramble
wire-bound his bone heart waiting
lichen keeps no tick-clock and so
the world waited on granite time
before blood was to crack the flow
no gate, nor thorn
no gate, nor thorn
he wound thread taut
around twin thumbs
by which he was
to remember
then, fade andcasting runes — 27aug26

raido a roads are wont to do
this one turned in of itself
back out and wended 'round
so tangled as to tie in knots
with eye turned inside
the road returns constraint
set on a winter path
cluttered in the palest birch
a phantom passing through
the moonlit woodA poem prompted by a randomly selected Elder Futhark rune.
Today’s rune is raido, which has been translated as “ride” and the implied “journey”. This may be spatial and literal in practice (a physical journey), or it may be more figurative (an inner/shamanic journey, i.e., útiseta). The rune is associated with cyclic motion and the movement of the sun. Some consider the journey represented by raido to be that of returning.
Please visit my Elder Futhark pages at sceadugenga.com for additional interpretations of the runes based on multiple references and personal reflection.
awake lies dreaming
my sad is dreaming awake
clutching fingers grasping
for threads gossamer away
web memories tangled
of us in winter again
i grew cold since then,
you see, cold left standing
of hollow of tree seeking sleep
when all my awake lies
dreaminghacksilver
that tugging of outland,
of going geilt, to wood
embraced of many She-s
beyond the bramble gate
rub my eyes, longdark
the better which to see
wrap myself in blackthorn
the better which to feel
and should you
cross my palm with
spirited hacksilver —
i may tell you where
you may find meunfollowed
you cannot follow,
you cannot see and
i have no words
you can hear from
under this tree
i call you blood etched
in this bleak season
though i shake of
ragdoll in fist with
every word she speaks
antlers twinned
and forked, i hold whole
worlds here under
the hood of my cloak
yet still,
you cannot follow,
you cannot see
i have no words
you can hear from
under this treethis watercourse
i have grown old these ways
yet still young rivers born
while i flow to their babble
cutting a current of my own
mine, this watercourse
winter sets bone
the bare branches
for winds let go
jipjipjip
old wren the freshfall


