
this careless secret, mine
one i must conceal
i bury it darkly
wrapped so tightly of
night velvets & thorn
behind masque & real

this careless secret, mine
one i must conceal
i bury it darkly
wrapped so tightly of
night velvets & thorn
behind masque & real

i do not look in mirrors or
check my display window reflections
as i drift on by there's not much to see
there
anyway
i stole a glance at an echo
beyond the simulacrum
and found myself trapped
in thrall with the ghost i did see
what ever was
narcissus dreaming?

drawn pale moon blind
reflected in black waters
the mirror of which
they did call you their
beloved moonchilde
do you remember?
do you recall?
before the wheel
was sent spinning?
knots and lace
tarot and song
petals on sheets and
myrrh in our hair...
come for me under night
the one once called
beloved moonchilde

we lost those
flowers in our hair
when winter winds
stole our breath
and turned our
hearts to stone
i have been sitting
for so long under
apple trees waiting
for fresh blossoms
to fall

a hilltop kiss
above old creek wending,
tangled of vale
all grains gone gold
in autumn hours with
a sun hung low
burning within, without
you whisper a secret
for me to keep
my head on your breasts,
slumber come tomorrow

i can't explain
the tears ragged
at the edge when i
open up a workbook
collection of half-
suggestive memories,
why both urges claw
for slamming doors
or walking inside
poison years weary
and all i can think is
i wish you were here
whoever you are
lingering in shadows
in the deep corners
of my mind

fingernail tracing moon shadows
cast on your pale, white thigh
wondering why we must ever
only embrace this way in mists

acceptance creeps
it was never this lot
to be, longing & only
i see
i see
i see
a flash of steel in
the full of bleak moon's
pale face fading
behind stormcloud doubt
an imposter waiting
scarlet tears, dry rain