• September reads and doings

    Image of a writing journal and a pencil.
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    I’ve been devoting more time to reading books and attempting new hobbies in my effort to reduce the amount of content I consume from the internet.

    Since the beginning of September, I have read six novels and abandoned one novel after a record 30 pages (I couldn’t take the convenient miracles any longer, they were that obvious and that poorly written). The month has a few days yet and I am working on two more books. There is always a chance I’ll make it through my seventh, but I wouldn’t count on it.

    If you are curious as to what I’ve been reading, check out this “living” page that gets updated as I consume, including planned and current reads.

    Six books is not huge, but it is a positive effort away from social media and news that, let’s just say, feels like a low-quality circus right about now.

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    September reads and doings

  • Salinger quote

    “Just because I’m so horribly conditioned to accept everybody else’s values, and just because I like applause and people to rave about me, doesn’t make it right. I’m ashamed of it. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of not having the courage to be an absolute nobody. I’m sick of myself and everybody else that wants to make some kind of a splash.”

    — Franny in Franny and Zooey, J.D. Salinger

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  • on wander

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    here drifts the mind on wander
    a drifter becomes the i
    blowing over the asphalt
    dusting the road on white
    slipping to stream from drift
    stream her veins flow
    veins pursue heart of mind
    and mind the heart drift wanders

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  • wounded

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    chain link silvered with
    scarlet & black tobacco ties
    swaying on the wind

    laced leather around that
    wear-my-hair-long,
    the painted hills still sing

    ever the dancing the ghost
    against a world hellbent
    on feeding the hate machine

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  • Elegia

    It was the first surreal death in my life when I discovered you had died. If it was you who had died, that is. But I cannot imagine anyone else having a name cut so close to yours, with a birthdate much the same.

    After your Troubles, I wonder that it might not have been staged, this dying season. I can see that it might have been spoken into being, so that you might finally be free — though I let go any jesses I might have held scores of years ago, so someone or something else kept you from flight. It was hardly me who held the tether anymore. Perhaps it was your own hands that gave to bind?

    You were too young… but you were apparently speaking. And I am in no position to interrupt.

    All the stars fall for your passing, leaving we the living both haunted and unforgiven.

    Follow your freedom road. May its medicine heal. May you find some rest.

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  • Fracture

    close up of thick ice
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    It began as a fracture, the kind that forms on the thin ice when the breaking point is reached from much too much weight put upon it from above.

    Though it was our memory and not ice, there was still the audible crack that could be heard over the firestorm as it raged over us, consuming with words meant to puncture our flesh like arrows full drawn on a great bow. Name calling like thrown stones and razor spite in a cutting rain that fell upon our heads. It was not that long ago that we embraced Mr. Wendell, but the rains came (as they eventually will) and he was given over to the middens for the sake of survival. So much for cohabitation and burning the white sheets…

    And so, our memory cracked in spiderweb, the baby screamed, and we saw the cascade of a dream crumble to the dirt in the name of filthy lucre and the pale. You get what you give, they said, and you gave hate.

    Perhaps, but we were loving in how we hated.

    I wrapped my blind eyes in linen, hung my head, feeling the fracture claw at my own brittle past begin to sunder. I walked away and grew old, unable to hold onto the younger days.

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  • tossing a rune — 24sep25

    hagalaz
    i step between floe
    and river run
    waiting for to
    carry me home

    A rune poem, based on an Elder Futhark rune selected at random.

    Today’s rune is hagalaz, which has a core meaning of “hail”, which was associated with potential, transformation, renewal and change; hail is imagined a seed from which change will arise.. Hagalaz is also seen as representative of things beyond our control: a clash between fire and ice.

    Please visit my Elder Futhark pages at sceadugenga.com for additional interpretations of the runes based on multiple references and personal reflection.

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  • a mirage

    hands all at shivers
    guns all tremble at those
    gone to ghost, should
    the tales told be true

    is it relief?
    is it bounty?
    those dust-weathered
    posters have lost
    their razor's edge

    bootblack and road
    another foot, another mile
    another dime in
    a fistful of dirt

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  • Horses

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    “Can you hear it? The wind is calling to carry.”

    She stood away from me, turned away from the buildings, the trees and me, her black hair blowing on the gathering breeze as the skies grew flint to match the color of her eyes she wore before the turning away. I did not doubt her eyes could change colors to match her mood, I had seen it happen many time before. Her mood was that of the coming storms, unsettled, roiling and only barely constrained — and so she now wore flint and heather where most people wore mere eyes.

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  • time to threads

    time to threads sever.

    pluck thin at beak to hand
    frayed twist of warp & wool
    sunder and scissor send needle
    razor cascade the skin through
    blister thorn blister torn
    lost teeth at crumble, too

    time to threads sever,
    slumber, forget there was ever
    a tune

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