• Small talk stinks

    I’ve never made it any secret that I am not one for small talk. I’m perfectly fine with silence, either the comfortable or uncomfortable varieties — in preference over small talk anyway. It might be that it seems like an insurmountable task to engage in small talk now that I don’t have a drink or cigarette in one hand, the other, or both. It’s really a thing for me; I lost my ability to natter on about stuff when I went both sober and smober. The smokes and the glass/bottle gave me a prop to fidget with, to play a persona, a mask to slip inside when social situations called for loathsome small talk.

    So, picture my dread this morning when I showed up early to a local passport office and limited DMV service center to renew my passport for some expected upcoming Canadian travel (recall those days when we could just use our driver’s license to slip over to Canada? Oh, those were the days!) and encountered not one, not two, but three individuals who thrived off of small talk. Engaging in such small talk. Loudly.

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  • Scarlet

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    Of the rubble they wandered, she and the one she called Puck; she dressed in crimson and ash while Puck was dressed in Puck, a shadow somewhere between chrome scuffed and tetris blocks that might have been mustard yellow, if not for the scorching and scratch. Azur, too, if you looked atop his aluminum pate from above or when not aloft — a rarity given the nuclear pellet fueling his eternal flight.

    Stones rattled for reasons only stones know, and fell to the scree near her feet with wonton abandon. If Puck did not have encyclopedic reference to the circuitric contrary, it might have thought the stones were rushing down from the remnants of highrises to worship the angel at their base. Puck certainly did, but that was his nature. The girl was its goddess and its life and, even if they had been programmed otherwise, it would still choose this life of servitude under her wing. Call it love, for even machines may become such things as the capacity for love.

    Puck tensed at the howl of greymalkin prowling distant, yet close enough to warrant caution. She dressed of vermillion tensed not at all, which was her nature, such as was her trust given to Puck. It was for Puck to worry while she wandered and his servos did whine at the unexpected danger lurking the shadows beyond. How far was far enough? it wondered. Almost immediately, it responded, Never enough, but was loath to leave his charge for the time required to chase the great cats off.

    So Puck did the only sensible thing and flew closer to her and did what all things must eventually consider as their final option when danger lurks nearby: hope.

    And so, Puck hoped while the greymalkin cast out more mewls and cries, suggesting the hunt had begun.

    Puck sighed relief when the sounds moved away from their location, and it embraced the momentary calm, as short-lived as it was like to be.

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  • nightjar calling

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    this is a day of
    desire slips to fade
    and we watch only
    the forests burning

    ”i’m too old for this shit.”
    in muttered underbreath
    “too old for this shit
    by far.”

    flames lead to smoke
    lead to sputtering fuel
    gone damp in the
    marsh of neglect

    nightjar calling at moon
    waving away those
    memories from when
    we were young

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  • wither

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    wither of hand
    her pale song
    under white of snow
    gathering round
    the earth of wood
    as crow calls
    at the night
    of stony foot

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  • Experiments in stereo

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    I am curious; there’s an idea that might be interesting to pursue. I’m not sure it is a good idea to pursue, but it is definitely interesting.

    Are any of my readers interested in scratching that Sisters of Mercy (or similar musical act) fantasy and write some lyrics for a song in that flavor that I have already written save for the lyrics? The flavor is more “First and Last and Always” than “Driven Like the Snow“, for those of you familiar with the band, although it might have a touch of “Lucretia, My Reflection” to the sound as well. Bass and drums are a bit more on the Mission UK side of the equation than Doktor Avalanche. [If all of this means nothing to you, that’s okay! Think gloomy rock.]

    No need to sing them (unless you want to).

    Tentative working title: “Living With the Ghost of You” (open to modification, but a repetition of this line over the “chorus” section currently works in my head).

    I can modify the song structure somewhat to fit the lyrics if the right ones come my way. Or the other way around. I think (at the moment, anyway) that it might be more fun if participants didn’t hear the music they were writing lyrics for…

    If you want to see if I think what you write will work, drop it in the comments below. The basic (current) structure is:

    • verse
    • verse
    • chorus
    • verse
    • chorus
    • bridge
    • verse
    • chorus to fade

    All verses would probably fit with a 4-lines/verse structure. Or 2-lines/verse if the lines are longer. Bridge may be left instrumental, but let me know if you have injections that work (no “babybabybaby” stuff, though, puhleez).

    Any takers?

    I can’t promise it will work, but it would still be fun to see what y’all come up with. And who knows? I may ask for your permission to use it!

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  • Nightwalking

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    At long drag, the fens and fog draw down, sucking the moon behind a veil of shadows to obfuscate and obscure. Edgewater, nightwalking slow, shoulders burdened of regret and battleworn, he shambles all shagged, matted and weary to the dampness of home.

    These invasions falling into his moors and swamps, they ache with each needle piercing at the festering wound of birth. Could they not find another fallow place for their disruption? He scoffs at the idea, certain that the answer will remain that his time has grown overdue and, like these wild places, he must also be forced to submit or wither.

    And submission is not his nature; and so he shuffles from damp stone to damp stone, wary of the moss growing slick over each, lumbering on his way home to rest. For tomorrow there will be fresh battles to weary him to the bone. A wry smile, only tugging at one corner of his mouth, at the thought. When that day comes, he will lay down his fatigue and return to dirt. Rest comes for all, eventually — but in this, he must struggle bitter to the end.

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  • restless

    Image of a writing journal and a pencil.
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    awake again
    the night sharp
    against bare arms
    and needles in
    the brain

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  • drain empty

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    all drains empty waiting for
    someone like you to fill me

    fox screams at the moon
    while owl waits in silence
    ghost chill on my shoulder
    as you drift through
    feet never touching stone

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  • passage

    conceptual portrait of hands with red thread
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    to rest my cheek against thigh
    fingers hair entwined
    waiting for the glow of stars
    to shine and fill me of you

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  • Ikkyū quotes

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    nobody knows I'm a storm
    I'm dawn on the mountain
    twilight on the town

    alone with
    the icy moon
    no passion
    these trees
    this mountain
    nothing else

    all koans just lead you on
    but not the delicious pussy
    of the young girls I go down on

    no more Zen
    write one great line
    like a needle piercing
    a sore spot on your arm

    Ikkyū

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