digging in the dirt
i discovered roots
someone buried long
ago
with an ear to earth &
a strum with a thumb,
those old roots still
sung
of a time
running through a forest
always towards nothing
again & again &
again
Tag: rewilding
roots
arrival
i fold to forest trails
in a meander with grey stone
drone under feet and
red wing cattail dancing
oh dragonfly...
please don't take flight
we only both just
arrived自然
there is only this —
i grasp for words,
those gnats dancing
on the quiet morning
between the perfume
of uncut grass, clover:
impossible to catch
or wave away
— a stillness, the only
act remaining
i let the gnats do
what gnats will do
leave the catching
to those who are
prone to catching,
whiling my time in
the wealdNote: 自然, or ziran (tzu-jan), is a Chinese word for the Taoism concept that refers to a state of “just-so-ness” or “as-it-is-ness”.
hollow of tree
i was hollow of tree
all chicken wire & song
come that october country
of hoarfrost & dream
rime burnt leaves stained
gold to vermilion & bole
crumble wake perfumed
i waited there alone for
that coming of you
rook & madder
flint & score
crow & calling
bone & fall
i was hollow of tree
all chicken wire & song
waiting mists alone for
that coming of youthrowing hands
why write poetry at all
when there is the wind
that carries 'hallo hallo'
of the crow, high up in
the cottonwood tree, to me?
i throw both hands away
and reply with the samegasps
deadwood slips to view
grown of long hand fingers
to cling at granite grey
under endless feathered blue
it is bones these ways
there, under the burn
just a kiss away
twine knotted taut
gives over to memories
gone to flint faded wine
under gasps of sandunthinking
I am not thinking what you think that I am thinking and that is a fact. I bundle my thinks up nice and tight, in thick, oiled leather and lacing and push them bone deep inside. No one has asked because there are none who might care, not really, about what goes on tucked up in there.
The truth is scrimshawed along my bones, inked in ashes and kohl, under atrophied muscles wrought tangled by scars. I sing to stones and prophets, fill the undersides of my nails with soil, paint stains on my forehead, circles on brow.
“What are you thinking?” they ask.
See, finally someone sees truth as I howl in the nights, at bogarts with thorns and ghasts that prick with memories. I rend my chest with fingers and unfulfilled promises made when someone still has something to gain. But—
I am not thinking what you think I am thinking.
And that is a fact.
waiting at
careful as silk
drift rise on breeze
carry our befores
gifted back to me
this happy death
waiting a' seaashen
we wore our hearts
in sticker on
polyester sleeve
while whale bone
held us to north
and nightfall
— waiting
for ghost-trees
to give over and
bring blood home
cellophane crackling
under our feet of
cruel winters
ashen, for that is
how we lost our
homesteel skies stolen
there are days
i wish it would just
rain & rain & rain
wash everything away
down the drains &
carry us to a place
where we could
finally meet again
you could say, “hey” &
i could say, “hi” &
though we’ve never met
we could be friends
or maybe lovers
like we were before
we fell out of dream
our steel skies stolen,
some days
i wish it would just
rain.
