perhaps it is only
because i am tired,
if so
i have been tired
for a very long time
but i have not
been able to dream
those kinds of dreams
in a very long while, or
i realize those dreams
were never meant
for me
so i carve them away
with rust-pitted blades
at the end of a tired
long day
watching dreams
slip down the drain
Tag: poetry
tired long
knowing, of sorts
i hold to storm sky and
give to barrow flint
recalling all these
dreams i am, knapped
to a razors' edge
at the scrape of bone
chill, cast shattered
each wonton drop
for the fell heather,
scree to quench the day
i ache to not
ache to knowbramble gate
down along that night river
just a wee drink to forget
boots wet at the bank
with these soles worn thin
maybe, baby, i'm never
gonna find my way back
from this bramble gate
cos two coins, i have, and
some lives like mine are
bought on the cheap
cats laughing in lead*
as they swap laps, boiling
from red vinyl seats
in a wrinkled mirror—
searing way down
already, i am ready
to burn october, and
maybe, baby, i don't
want to find my way
back to the place
where i come from* the Pb type; ask Robert Plant about it if confused
dollhouse
Picture this, I said by way of gestures, and less of word:
dreamscapes & lemondrops
discomfitures & dollhouse memory
(i dress pretty one day)
over tea, biscuits, the telly
and her rye
(always, there is rye)
keepsake those now,
those nicotine bones,
those tar stained ivories
all in tow with the
mustperfumed gingham of a
silent generation
slipping to broken stonenight train
scratches stand testament
to an erosion of caring
transients in many lives
only too happy to cast scars
before they hop aboard
the next night train
heading out towards the starsspirit alone
echo drops the cave
shall we deeper delve?
here, roots still tangle
writhing their way down
giving away from doors
to raw in stone
to blind all light
give to silence of bone,
listen to ticks and
echo drop, and to
spirit alonesurrendered
gifting a
fistful of moonlight
a'glitter of firefly
taken to void save
crimson nightsky
surrendered
wrists turned out &
speckled with lovebite
lake caught pictures
swept on the
bye by the byesketch
falling in love
with somebody
else again under a
redlight tonight
he softshoes puddles
dodging reflected
neon lights to a
wetless whistle
—whisper, whisper, whisper—
his wornout soles
cold socks, damp feettrailing
barefoot walking
broken pictures
on kitchen floors
numb for the tide
ebbing to moons
drawn away
scarlet ribbons
remain, giving
legend to maps
trailing to yesterdaysinkstained
fingers all inkstained
from my loveletters
you never knew or
you never returned
weary of shadows avoided
i practice in scarlet
under rawhead stairs
claws catching
dustfiltered light
hinting at dusk
in violet hues
